i was not ready when you say it,
i knew it will turn out messy,but i took the risk
a risk that might affect me losing somebody ,but i told myself everythings gonna be fine but now i drowned by my own tears a feeling inside me that cannot be put it at words.

i release i don't appreciate him at all when his there for me , he gave his best to me . But i
totally ignore but when the times he left .
still i go for what i want, i still ignore and contiune waiting for a impossible guy for me.
but after a few month i realise i took the wrong paths or made a wrong decision and from then on i started to message him back , he totally change, maybe is my bad that i have change him. And from the way he talk to me i knew i can't expect anything from him anymore.
i think there's a limit to everthing , now that he kept showing me attitude i control myself to the best because i believe i still love him , i trying to give in as much as i could, Perharps there's very one day i should let go and start moving. On the other hand, i believe is hard to let go ,
a guy who taught me how to cherish people.