hah , it been long whereever since i updated my blog
okey, today(tues) lessonlessonlesson-.- so bloody boring
afterschool change meet azelah & nurul to gym as they ask me to tag along
earlier on .. both so asshole can. warm up/run then around 5 go back home(they tomorrow want go again) so change then walk back home
alone i dont feel lyk taking bus & i think alot of thing..(all the thing i'm not refering to the fellow at the picture don't get wrong :D )
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i remember the past ,
when you got me home because is dark and when you left i message you
and from there on i get the chance to message youand also get to know each you.. i dont know if you knew i'm still waiting for you,everytime when i was about to forget you,you tend to ask me if i'm okey and you know the feeling is lyk feeling super happy but only just for the very moment.if i'm not wrong you love/like a girl from other class
maybe i'm being senstive or what but i overheard the conversation.. and the phrase keep repeating in my brain. how to forget you liddat?i'm not blaming him.i should have know at the first place admiring someone is so painful.
i'm happy on the outside but not the inside..'talk to her for what also nothing de'
just one more year and maybe we are going different way already and i don't
get to see you anymore i dont know what will the feeling be and i dont wish to feel it ..



it's easy to tell myself i want forget you but my heart still looking for you.