today as per normal lesson , was sleepy . Afterschool rush go out of school to find nina & co went down to ______ then KS hired a cab and went back home w hazel . edric was really dam funny through out the whole day :)

i so missss mikko can !

from the start it was just a beautiful dream , afterall it become a nightmare or should i say a good experience nahhh , i don't think so. why alway went people like you , you don't like the person but instead you like the person who don't love you ? should i say this thing is being unfair or should i say i derserve to be like that ? i've waited you for almost 2month yet you didn't knew and just happily talking/chatting with girl , where i actually jealous ? is that all i deserve?. of all the 5 boy , i reject because i knows that i only like you, but you didn't know.am i being fool ? i didn't give myself a chance. i keep on cling onto you. everyone do likes people to love them and not letting them to wait for the person you likes.Everyday i just pray with my two hand together and crying to god.there a very heavy/big stone at my heart i just can't get rid of it .. yea true enough that i alway tend to laugh/smile infront of my friends just to let them think that i'm happy but no one ever knows deeep in my heart i'm just so weak. i didn't have the courage to msg you nor talk to you.why am i so humless ? WHY? sigh .. isit a signal that i should have given up early ? i just can't stop peeping at you in class. why ? i'm really feel so hurt each time i saw you.